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Sunday, January 04, 2004 ( 8:55 PM ) Lisa I MOVED MY SITE. IT'S NOW LOCATED HERE. # Monday, September 22, 2003 ( 8:22 PM ) Lisa (No title yet) written 9-22-03 You left me without saying good-bye The day you left, I didn't cry I held all my pain inside On that day that you died Cold tears fall on the floor As I read over your note once more Your blood on the paper has dried And this is when I begin to cry Two days I cried for you Not wanting to believe anything was true I can't help but blame myself Did I miss your cry for help? So here I sit in school, Writing this poem for you Wishing that none of it was true, Wishing that I knew You could have told me how you felt You could have told me you needed help I blame myself for not knowing, I blame myself for the emotions I wasn't showing At your wake, I held in my tears, I needed you to comfort me fears I always went to you when I needed to cry How could my best friend not say good-bye? If only I didn't call 5 minutes to late, Maybe those 5 minutes could have changed your fate Now that my best friend is gone, I am nothing but alone # Wednesday, September 10, 2003 ( 8:26 PM ) Lisa Simple Mistake 9-10-03 One bad day ruined it all First I stumble, than I fall I didn't think twice But the stinging felt so nice I griped the razor without a thought Whispering, "It's all his fault" Making my pain disappear As my skin began to tear I watched as the blood covered my skin And I went over it again Then my hand began to shake As I realized my mistake So I put the knife away And thought about the mistake I just made I sat in the corner and cried And stared at my blood as it dried With just a slight stumble, My whole world began to crumble # Thursday, September 04, 2003 ( 6:10 PM ) Lisa untitled 9-3-03 When you smile at me, My heart melts When your soft lips touch mine, My heart skips a beat I would do anything for your touch You don't know how much you mean to me I can't go a day without talking to you And every night I wish you felt the same When your eyes look into mine, My knees go weak When your hand touches me, I smile inside I would do anything for your touch You don't know how much you mean to me I can't go a day without talking to you And every night I wish you felt the same Some things I'll never understand Some things I'll never know I wish it was much easier, To say that I love you -8:41 AM # Wednesday, August 20, 2003 ( 11:30 PM ) Lisa Feelings 8-20-03 9:12 pm I can't, I can't be what you want me to be No longer can I smile, pretending to be happy I hear, I hear all the names you call me Stop hurting me, please. I can't, I can't stop crying And yet, I keep on trying I hear, I hear all the fighting And I break down from all the lieing. I can't, I can't keep writing about you And all the evil things that you do I hear, I hear nothing that is true All your lies seep through. I wish, I wish I wasn't here So I wouldn't be able to shed a tear I want, I want to end all my fears And stop the dark years. I wish, I wish I would die No more bothering asking, "Why?" I want, I want to watch you cry So you could know what I feel inside. I wish, I wish it wasn't this way Because I can no longer stay I want, I want to go away Maybe it'll all end in a few more days... 9:24 pm # Tuesday, August 19, 2003 ( 2:12 PM ) Lisa untitled 6-6-03 My hands are above my head I've been beaten so severely I'm almost dead Bruises have formed My skin is torn Blood drips from my lip My heart beat begins to skip As my body burns with pain My trust will never be the same Tears begin to form in my eyes As he continues to tell me more lies He tells me he's sorry And that he really does love me But I look away, Remembering the better days He kisses my lips softly And whispers in my ear, "We were meant to be." When a tear falls down my cheek, he gets mad He stands up and grabs my hands My body shakes with each strike he takes It feels as if my bones will break I cannot breath, I cannot see My skin is red As it begins to bleed again Will this pain never end? When will my wounds mend? I don't let him see me cry But no matter how much I try, A single tear always seems to escape from my eye But I hold all of my pain inside He grabs my hair and stares at me He kisses my lips as they start to bleed I look deep into his eyes I see the pain he feels inside, The lies that he's been told, Since he was a little boy The hurt he feels in his heart, When his feelings were being ripped apart He tells me he's sorry, but we can never be And once again he kisses me and then he leaves # Monday, August 11, 2003 ( 4:15 PM ) Lisa untitled 8-8-03 Dark brown eyes filled with pain Soft pink lips whispering your name Crimson tears begin to fall But you aren't there at all The tears hurt my eyes My ears burn from your lies Innocent thoughts no longer run through my head My happiness is now dead The clothes I wear are nothing but black Confidence is something I still lack You ripped my heart out of my chest Now I'm sad and depressed Your love was never true I've been through Hell because of you I knew we wouldn't last I knew we moved things too fast You used and abused me Beat me to make you happy Tore my body apart And ripped out my beating heart I'm glad we're now apart # |
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