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Wednesday, August 20, 2003 ( 11:30 PM ) Lisa Feelings 8-20-03 9:12 pm I can't, I can't be what you want me to be No longer can I smile, pretending to be happy I hear, I hear all the names you call me Stop hurting me, please. I can't, I can't stop crying And yet, I keep on trying I hear, I hear all the fighting And I break down from all the lieing. I can't, I can't keep writing about you And all the evil things that you do I hear, I hear nothing that is true All your lies seep through. I wish, I wish I wasn't here So I wouldn't be able to shed a tear I want, I want to end all my fears And stop the dark years. I wish, I wish I would die No more bothering asking, "Why?" I want, I want to watch you cry So you could know what I feel inside. I wish, I wish it wasn't this way Because I can no longer stay I want, I want to go away Maybe it'll all end in a few more days... 9:24 pm # Tuesday, August 19, 2003 ( 2:12 PM ) Lisa untitled 6-6-03 My hands are above my head I've been beaten so severely I'm almost dead Bruises have formed My skin is torn Blood drips from my lip My heart beat begins to skip As my body burns with pain My trust will never be the same Tears begin to form in my eyes As he continues to tell me more lies He tells me he's sorry And that he really does love me But I look away, Remembering the better days He kisses my lips softly And whispers in my ear, "We were meant to be." When a tear falls down my cheek, he gets mad He stands up and grabs my hands My body shakes with each strike he takes It feels as if my bones will break I cannot breath, I cannot see My skin is red As it begins to bleed again Will this pain never end? When will my wounds mend? I don't let him see me cry But no matter how much I try, A single tear always seems to escape from my eye But I hold all of my pain inside He grabs my hair and stares at me He kisses my lips as they start to bleed I look deep into his eyes I see the pain he feels inside, The lies that he's been told, Since he was a little boy The hurt he feels in his heart, When his feelings were being ripped apart He tells me he's sorry, but we can never be And once again he kisses me and then he leaves # |
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