Lisa's Writings...
Monday, September 22, 2003
      ( 8:22 PM ) Lisa  
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written 9-22-03

You left me without saying good-bye
The day you left, I didn't cry
I held all my pain inside
On that day that you died

Cold tears fall on the floor
As I read over your note once more
Your blood on the paper has dried
And this is when I begin to cry

Two days I cried for you
Not wanting to believe anything was true
I can't help but blame myself
Did I miss your cry for help?

So here I sit in school,
Writing this poem for you
Wishing that none of it was true,
Wishing that I knew

You could have told me how you felt
You could have told me you needed help
I blame myself for not knowing,
I blame myself for the emotions I wasn't showing

At your wake, I held in my tears,
I needed you to comfort me fears
I always went to you when I needed to cry
How could my best friend not say good-bye?

If only I didn't call 5 minutes to late,
Maybe those 5 minutes could have changed your fate
Now that my best friend is gone,
I am nothing but alone #




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Lisa. 16. Sicilian. Chicago. Southside. Junior in high school. Mood swings. Rebel. Musician. Flute. Bass. Nipple fetish. Short. Weird. Athletic. Middle Child. Likes surveys. Labeled as "Punk" and "Goth." Sees no point in labels. Smart. Debates. Yells a lot. Reads. Writes. Penguins are awesome. Hates curly hair. Hates phones. Dyed black hair. 4.3 GPA. Quiet. Little feet. Black clothes. Chains. Spikes. Bad temper. Impatient. Hates shopping.


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